Ponderings…Health in hindsight

What would you do, if you could peer into your own future, and see the ways your life will change? Would you change the things about your life that will bring upon you illness or despair? Or would you cling stubbornly to your ways? I fell ill this past week, because I didn't take care of myself the way I knew I ought to. For months, I've been telling myself to be more attentive, more thoughtful and responsible with my health, prioritize it a little more. I warned myself ahead of time that I would get ill if I didn't, and this would work for a short while; but soon I would get distracted, something extra would come up with work or something, and I'd put my wellness on a back-burner again, so