Ponderings… To spin around a star

As strange as it seems, I have made yet another revolution around our sun, making me 33 years old. Time seems to go simultaneously too quickly and painfully slow, as if I am a snail crawling through a tunnel that is also traveling on its own at breakneck speed. I feel some days as if I have achieved all I can in this life, and on others, I feel as if I've yet to do anything at all, and the wondrous part is that both of those feelings seem perfectly accurate.  This year feels as if it has only just begun, as if I just typed out my 32nd birthday reflections last week. I feel as if I haven't had a chance to actually do anything yet! Even so, these past 12 months have also been so full.